i have decided to leave and lost someone close. it was never an easy decision to take the step to walk away. it might seems easy in everyone else’s eyes when i took the step,but it never was.
my mood has changed for the worst the last couple of weeks.i have got no mood for my assignments and preparation for exams,no mood to attend my japanese classes, no mood to blog, no mood for fashion shots, no mood to go for flights,no mood for anything. on top of my sucky mood, i am sick. like really wtf. and doctors have got no ideas what is wrong with me.how great.
Yes, all these negativity thoughts that i am facing now seems like it is brought upon myself because i chose to leave. it is like telling myself “serve me right”
i really need to wake up and walk out of this pessimistic , sucky mood. 😦 i hated all these negativity surrounding me lately.
how nice it would be if i am able to take a month break from everything. like everything. no schools, no assignments, no flights and no worries. i wish.
i guess. it is time to take a walk again. with the nature. soon.
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
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